Fall for You (A M/M Romance)
Valerie Ullmer
Genre:
New Adult M/M Romance
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Ethan Sutton had come to the stunning revelation that he’d fallen
in love with his best friend, Sebastian Young. Although friends
since childhood, Ethan vowed to keep his feelings for Sebastian under wraps and
live the rest of his life with this one secret between them rather than risk a
lifelong connection and never see him again. But when they move into
their own apartment at the start of their third year of college, can Ethan keep
his feelings from showing when they live so close together?
Sebastian Young had an epiphany about
Ethan at the end of last year and arranged for the shared apartment he’d found
over the summer to be closer to Ethan and see if a relationship could develop
between them. But as they settle into their lives in a new place
with such close quarters, ex-girlfriends, nosy downstairs neighbors, and Sebastian’s
own doubts, their relationship could be in jeopardy before it even begins.
Can two best friends admit their feelings
and fall in love?
EXCERPT
Ethan kept his eyes on his
phone during the entire trip. It wasn’t as though he didn’t want to speak
to Sebastian, who sang under his breath at the song coming through the speakers
of his older SUV. But whenever he’d been
in an enclosed space with Sebastian, he caught his scent of pine and cedar
mixed with a hint of mint, and each time he moved, it drifted over to him and
drove Ethan crazy. Even from the other side, Sebastian’s body heat
surrounded him and he wriggled in his seat to adjust himself before his desire
for his best friend became clear.
For years, the closeness he
shared with Sebastian had been enough. It was he and Sebastian against
the world throughout high school, and Ethan understood it would be the same in
college.
But when they started their
freshman year, Sebastian decided he would make up for lost time by dating his
way through the female student body at the University of Oregon.
Sebastian still made time for him, but it was rare during their first two years
of college for Sebastian not to have at least one date on the weekend.
Ethan hadn’t understood
what the churning emotions were each time Sebastian talked about a new
woman. Later, he recognized the feeling was jealousy.
There had been a time
during his sophomore year, driven by those feelings of jealousy and his
newfound awareness he was gay, he’d gone out. Most of the time, with a
frequency that matched Sebastian’s frenzied dating life. Ethan resolved
to find someone and forget about the man he most wanted, his best friend, so he
headed to a well-known bar off-campus.
Although he’d gone home
with guys, nothing progressed past blowjobs. For one, it solidified
the fact he was gay. Despite knowing, Ethan had no clue what held him
back from going further with the willing men he’d met, but something stopped
him.
After his break-up with his
long-time girlfriend, Sebastian became a constant in Ethan’s life again.
Their friendship had never strained during their first years of college, and
they grew closer when Sebastian found himself single.
During the summer, they
decided they wanted to rent an off-campus apartment and live together.
Ethan believed they would request a room together in the dorms, but Sebastian
wanted to ditch the dorms and find their own place. Their parents had
agreed to it although it would be more expensive.
More than once, Ethan had
wanted to look for a place before they were all rented, but Sebastian said he
would handle everything.
“Don’t worry. I’ve
got it covered.”
And now they were moving in
together, Ethan found himself nervous about having his feelings show at the
most inopportune moments.
Their freshman year, they
were assigned separate rooms in different buildings. And being so far
apart from each other became a pain in the ass. More often than not,
Ethan would stay at Sebastian’s place, or Sebastian’s at Ethan’s. Unless
Sebastian had a date.
It had been easy to hide
his feelings then. He wasn’t so sure his desire wouldn't show in such
close quarters. But when Sebastian brought up living together, there
wasn't a reason not to, and he agreed. Hundreds of excuses became plain
as they drove closer to their destination but Ethan didn't voice them aloud.
But his eyes kept being
drawn back to Sebastian, his heart kicking in his chest as he took in
Sebastian’s tanned arm draped over the steering wheel. Each time
Sebastian caught Ethan looking at him, he would give him that easy smile.
The smile made every man want to be his friend and every woman fall in love
with him.
Although their friendship
was an easy one, Ethan sometimes wondered how they grew so close when they were
so different.
AUTHOR INTERVIEW
Why do you write romance?
I
love a happily ever after. I love to
think that these two people I’ve gotten to know throughout a book; their
feelings, their insecurities, and the reason why the two of them fell in love
are all laid out on the page. The best
part, I can go back to their world any time I want and they are still together
in the end.
What’s the best advice you have ever
given?
Advice
is what you ask for when you already know the answer, but wish you didn’t.
What is your favorite day of the year
and why?
That
first fall day where the leaves have just started their change from green to
oranges and reds and yellows. There is a
crisp scent to the air that promises cooler weather and the clouds are
scattered about in the sky. It’s not
cold enough to call it winter and not warm enough to be the end of summer, but it’s
the perfect fall day.
How do you define romance?
Well,
I have two definitions of romance. In
real life, like with my husband, it’s the small things we share with each other
I consider romantic. I love it when I
make my husband laugh and when he makes me, but it’s the moments where you
spend together talking about nothing and everything that make your relationship
and romance special. I don’t need flowers,
candy, or a night out, I’m most happy when he and I are together with our dog
and we’re laughing or talking.
When
I read romances, I look for that moment where the book brings out so much
emotion, I can’t put it down. Although
the book is guaranteed a HEA, during these moments there is a tightness in my
chest and my eyes start to water because you are rooting for these two people
to finally admit their feelings but one or both unintentionally get hurt and
there is a sense of desperation. But the
end, knowing the two characters will fight for one another to be happy in the
end, I consider that truly romantic.
Do you believe you only fall in love
once? Why?
No,
I don’t think you do only fall in love once.
I think love takes different forms.
Some people are in abusive relationships and they’ve sworn up and down
they love that person who’s harming them, but once they leave, they stop. Some live their entire lives married to one
person and love that one person. Other’s
find themselves falling in love easily before realizing that although they
might have thought it was love at the time, they are different from who they
used to be and aren’t in love now. I
believe trying to answer this question is like trying to define love, and no
matter how hard you try, I don’t think there is one definitive answer. And I believe love comes in all forms.
ABOUT AUTHOR
Valerie writes paranormal and contemporary M/F and M/M erotic
romances. She lives in Denver, Colorado with her wonderfully supportive husband
and their funny and wise black lab. She's addicted to coffee, crime shows, and
reading and writing character-driven romances.
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